Lila would stare at the mirror and feel nothing, because the girl staring back wasn’t someone she recognized. At school, whispers followed her like shadows. “She’s fake.” “She’s creepy.” “She doesn’t even look real.” Lila stopped trying to make friends after that. It was easier to be perfect than to be rejected, easier to perform than to exist.
Her days became a routine of control: measured meals, monitored weight, smile training in front of mirrors for hours. “Again,” Vanessa would snap. “Too stiff.” Again. “Again.” Again. There was no end—only improvement, only pressure, only expectation.
And slowly, quietly, Lila disappeared.
Late at night, when the house finally fell silent, she would sit on her bed and press her fingers against her face—her cheeks, her nose, her lips—trying to remember what used to be hers, trying to feel something real beneath layers of decisions she never made. But every time, she came up empty.
PART 2 — The Breaking Point