“I’m sorry, son. A drunk driver… it was this morning.”
I don’t remember the flight home. I remember stumbling into our house like I didn’t belong there anymore.
Stacey’s parents had arranged everything.
The funeral was over.
And I hadn’t been able to say goodbye.
“We didn’t want to wait,” her mother told me, eyes sliding away. “It was better this way.”
Better.
Like grief is a scheduling conflict.
I was too numb to argue. I should have fought. I should have demanded to see her. To confirm. To touch her hand. To make it real.
But grief does something vicious to your brain.
It makes you accept what you’d normally question.
That night, I held our son Luke while he cried himself into hiccuping sleep.
“When’s Mommy coming home?” he whispered.
I kissed his forehead, throat burning. “She can’t, buddy. But she loves you.”
“Can we call her?” he asked, voice cracking. “Will she talk to us, Daddy?”
“No, baby,” I said, forcing the words out like swallowing glass. “Mommy’s in heaven now.”
I didn’t just lose my wife.
I lost the person who helped me hold our son’s world together.
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