I went to a local clinic a few weeks back, hoping for quick reassurance, but the nurse barely glanced at my hands before muttering something about dryness and sent me home with generic moisturizer advice.
The doctor wasn’t available, and the receptionist seemed frustrated when I asked for a referral to a specialist.
I felt dismissed, like my problem wasn’t serious enough to warrant attention or time.
That silence hung heavily; it was a reminder that my health concern was small in the broader system, and I was being pushed aside.
So far, I’ve tried several things in a row: changing soaps, buying antifungal nail polish, tweaking my diet, and slipping into different pairs of socks hoping to reduce moisture.
Each month I mark on my calendar, checking nail growth, gasping at the brittleness, and feeling the creeping anxiety that nothing is working.
The partner hasn’t mentioned going to the doctor again, but their glance suggests worry or maybe frustration with my research obsession over the problem.
Tomorrow, I have an appointment with a dermatologist I managed to book after weeks of waiting.
I’m bubbling between relief and dread—not just about their verdict but about what treatment might mean for my daily life, whether it will disrupt work or cost more than I can handle right now.
I’ve been avoiding looking at my hands too closely, hoping the issue might resolve, but now the meeting looms, and I can’t.
I have to face the possibility that this is more than a simple fungal infection—that the nightmare beneath my nails is far from over.
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