September 3, 2026

I’m Sitting at My Kitchen Table, Tapping My Fingertips and Wondering if the Ridges in My Nails Are Trying to Tell Me Something

Doctors are busy, and my own schedule’s tight, barely leaving space to tend to myself the way I wish I could.

Days blur in a routine that’s become too familiar: I wake early, the alarm slicing through my half-sleep, get ready for work at the clinic where I’m a nurse assistant, run errands, and barely have time for a proper meal.

My job is demanding, with endless responsibilities but little recognition.

The pressure comes quietly—managing patient schedules, covering last-minute shifts, juggling the expectations of doctors and administrators, all while trying to keep up appearances when inside I feel drained.

At the clinic, the power imbalance is sharp.

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