I didn’t know what to do with that information.
Part of me wanted to dismiss it.
But a bigger part of me understood what grief does to a person.
It makes you assign meaning to anything that keeps you moving.
I thought that was the end of the “why.”
Heartbreaking, but clean.
Loss creates empathy. Empathy creates action. End of story.
Then Tuesday happened.
I was hooked up to the machine in Chair 7 like always.
Marcus was in his seat, coffee in hand, book open, pretending the world was predictable.
That’s when a doctor from the transplant center approached me.
Calm. Professional. The kind of tone people use when they’re about to change your life and they’ve done it before.
She said a donor kidney had become available.
Not from the general list.
Through a directed donation.
Someone had specifically requested that their kidney go to me.
I almost laughed.
I had no one.
My family couldn’t even sit with me for an hour, and now someone was allegedly offering an organ?
I looked at Marcus.
He didn’t meet my eyes.
For the first time in four years, Marcus was quiet in a way that didn’t feel peaceful.
When I asked him if he knew anything about it, he said nothing.
And that silence told me everything was about to flip.
Later that evening, in my hospital room before surgery, Marcus showed up.
He sat down by my bed like it was any other treatment day.
Then he finally said, “I owe you the truth.”
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