Noticing the Teeth Marks on My Tongue in My Tiny Apartment Bathroom That Early Sunday Morning Changed Everything

The conference room is a sterile space, a table surrounded by chairs, each spot a stage for those seeking approval.

Jeremy is already seated, flipping through notes with an air of detachment.

Others file in, each taking their place, quiet chatter filling the room.

My spot is near the end, a position that feels both safe and isolating.

I set up my materials, hands slightly shaking as I arrange the slides.

It’s almost time, and I can feel the weight of the room’s expectations pressing down.

The meeting begins, Jeremy’s voice setting the pace as he outlines the agenda.

My turn comes all too quickly, and I stand, my heart a wild creature in my chest.

Each word feels like a tightrope walk, balancing between conveying confidence and exposing my uncertainty.

The room is silent, eyes on me, and I push through, each slide a small victory.

“…and that’s the projected growth for the next quarter,” I finish, my voice steady despite the turmoil inside.

Jeremy nods, making a note, his expression unreadable.

“Questions?” he asks, glancing around the room.

A few hands go up, and I brace myself for the interrogation that follows.

They’re probing, searching for weaknesses, and I answer as best as I can.

It’s over before I realize, and I sit down, the adrenaline leaving me shaky and exhausted.

Jeremy moves on, the meeting continuing without pause.

But a part of me stays stuck, replaying my performance, wondering if it was enough.

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