September 3, 2026

The Morning I Noticed the Fifth Spot and the Silence That Followed Me

I think about my last appointment, the oncologist’s clipped answers, a wall of indifference that left me feeling smaller.

I glance at the clock, calculating the hours until my next appointment, the one that might finally provide answers.

Three weeks feels like an eternity.

I check my phone, hoping for a message or a call that might break this cycle of waiting.

Nothing.

I return to the sink, running water over the tea towel, trying to focus on the simple task at hand.

The dark spots remain in the corner of my vision, a silent testament to the questions that remain unasked.

I catch my reflection in the small kitchen window, the morning light casting shadows across my face.

It’s a face I barely recognize these days, lined with worry and fatigue.

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