This was intentional.
And strangely enough, that clarity steadied me.
Because the truth was, I hadn’t been part of their version of the family for a long time—not really. I just hadn’t realized how complete the separation had become.
I grew up in a house where everything had structure. There were expectations for how you spoke, how you stood, how you carried yourself. My father believed in order above all else, and my brother thrived in that environment. He was loud where I was quiet, decisive where I was analytical, visible in ways that made people gravitate toward him without effort.
I, on the other hand, learned to operate differently.